well I feel like garbage (sick) what else is new though..
I have pretty constant nausea/stomach pain/vomiting/heart racing. I'm off work for another week then I go back to torturing myself, puking 1-2 times on the job, just so i can keep my fucking health insurance and save money for baby stuff.. Since you know I have no one in my life to help me out with that, hell I'm grateful just to not be sleeping on the street.
anxiety is keeping me awake lately. my stomach hurts right now. i wonder if i have pancreatitis again. I'm probably going to get diabetes from it eventually, that or pancreatic cancer. I feel disconnected from it, but I suppose