Lol needed to update this journal.

I ended up back in the hospital for 4 days for pancreatitis. Still having pain from it. :/ just got out last Monday but I'm still not better, wake up in pain everday, no energy to cook or clean or even go to work. It sucks.

My boyfriend stayed there though whooooole time I was hospitalized for me. He slept in some uncomfortable chair every night. I might not have any family who gives a shit about me but at least I have him. He's the best.

I started drawin again though been touching up some old black and white drawings with color.

For awhile I've been torn if I want to go into tattooing but I decided against it due to low paychecks(about the same money as what I'm making now) and no job benefits. I think I'm going to do computer science or computer programming online. It took me a long time to figure this out but I'm hoping its the right choice for me. I really want to have a nice house and a family with my boyfriend, need a good steady paycheck for that. Maybe one day I'll learn how to tattoo.